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Sunrise
Sunrise
Looks like morning in your eyes
But the clock's held 9:15 for hours

Sunrise
Sunrise
Couldn't tempt us if it tried
Cuz the afternoon's already come and gone

And I said
Ooo, ooo, ooo... ooo ooo ooo... ooo ooo ooo...
To you

Surprise
Surprise
Couldn't find it in your eyes
But I'm sure it's written all over my face

Surprise
Surprise
Never something I could hide
When I see we made it through another day

Then I say
Ooo, ooo, ooo... ooo ooo ooo... ooo ooo ooo...
To you

And now the night
Will throw its cover down, ooo, on me again
Ooh, and if I'm right
It's the only way to bring me back

Ooo, ooo, ooo... ooo ooo ooo... ooo ooo ooo...
To you
Ooo, ooo, ooo... ooo ooo ooo... ooo ooo ooo...
To you

Dear Diary

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...

I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right

I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend.

...

I feel like tacos.



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*Slowly breaks out of shell* Is it time? For rebirth? *Scans through art* Maybe I'll wait a little longer...

Yep, I am definitely Narutarded. Aaaall day long have I been looking at ma ever loved Naru-chan artwork. There are some amazing artists out there, seriously. And... wazzis? I AM NERD! Gah so obsessed with FF that it's just not funny. I have read just about every FF on Banana Oil and Blue Black, and then some. Why am I typing this up? I DON'T KNOW!

I went to my first Sakura Festival the other day when I was in New Zealand... it was... uh... alright. It'd be much better if I was in Japan. Okonomiyaki is gross with the oyster sauce. =< I had barley tea and it smelt like alcohol! The girls were so cute in their kimono. ^-^

Lessee... what else to ramble about... snow. Snow is beautiful. Snowfall is sooooooooooooo beautiful! Omg blah I couldn't get over it. We climbed Mt. Robert for over 4 hours and I was so pissed off, tired and aching. I mean, it was practically verticle (over exaggerating). Muscles ached so much... and I was complaining... and falling behind... and complaining. When everyone was far ahead of me I couldn't see them, I stopped and sat down for what seemed like ages and took in my surroundings (my back hurt so much, stupid oversized pack). I was in a rainforest at the time and the sun was filtering in through the leaves and at the time it was sprinkling, except the raindrops fell so... slowly and gracefully. It looked amazing! I continued on and noticed that the raindrops were looking a little in different. They were small, a little more solid looking and kinda floated to the ground. I attempted to catch a couple and found it was snow. x3 And so, the rest of the way up it began to snow and snow more. I can't describe how beautiful it is, I mean for someone whos seen snow once in her life (through memory, that is), and never seen snow fall before, it is quite spectacular. Then when we came out of the rainforest it got icky. T_T VEEEERY COLD and the wind was so strong... blegh it hurt. =< So... once we FINALLY got to the hut, on top of the mountain, the snow was getting thicker and more beautiful, once I had gotten all my snow gear on (very troublesome stuff) it stopped snowing. =[ I was very sad. ;_; And as a result, we stayed inside for the remainder of the day, playing cards and eating ramen... no it was ramyun. O_O It had naruto in them, so I kept them in my pocket, they were so cute. xD We went to bed... I could hardly sleep. I'm not sure what time it was, maybe 3 o'clock in the morning or something, I briefly looked out the window and saw the porch was covered in snow. Since I was half asleep I didn't believe it, so I went back to sleep. xD But in the morning, the entire mountain was covered in a little less than a foot deep snow (depending on which part of the mountain we were). Gaah it was so cool, the tree tops and the rainforest were covered in white frost, so it was a mixture between the green and the snow. Something about it seemed to pure. x3

Hm... I'll stop now, noones gonna read this. =<

I was badgered by a kea! =3

*Flails*